Memories Of Nobody

This is a very meaningful song. My top favorite since i first listened to it. It's taken from the first movie of Bleach. Namely, Memories of Nobody. ~Enjoy~

Overcome the Thousands of Nights
Vocals: Aqua Timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world

studies

I've been trying to study since, erm, 40 mins ago? i felt like starting on Bio. and i did. However, i've been staring at the same page, which is the diagrammatic part when starting a new chapter that page. i was daydreaming, of what, i dunno -.- Oh ya, i dunno for u guys out there. But i have a weird thing. Whenever i study, i seem to find everything else around me very interesting. For eg, i took the racquet for hitting mosquittoes and i examined it closely. i even took my scissors to poke it just to c the sparks coming out. lame sial... when i snap out of my daydreaming, i tot i had studied a lot -.- weird sial~

scouts were having their annual camp. i wanted to join, but i tot mom wont allow. mana tau, she say can go. zadao.. so i went to visit lo whenever i have the free time. It's fun. they got 57 participants, and 40 form 5 ppl in charge. LOL... hahha... when at the camp, u can c the serious side of certain ppl. woahh, i was genuinely frightened of some. super serious arh they all.... hahahha... but then the next min, u can c them laughing their heads off. -.-

k la... i really need to study now. as am going to join them tonight. they having BBQ. i just wanna help barbeque. not gonna eat coz i din pay and some more, on a diet (who am i kidding?)

without wax,
~B@bOoN~

7 Pounds

7 Pounds. A heart-warming movie i just watched. It's about Will Smith playing a character on the road to redemption. He has a dark secret which he felt guilty about. He set out to help 7 strangers who are in difficulty. Giving them hope and a new life. It's a very very nice show. He sacrificed everything for the 7 strangers. i almost cried. no joke. must watch.

~B@boon~

P.S get a box of tissues just in case.

List of movies i am 100% gonna watch

(in no particular order)

1. Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
2. X-men Origin : Wolverine
3. Star Trek
4. The Unborn
5. The international
6. GI Joe
7. Taken
8. 12 Rounds
9. Mall Cop
10. Confessions of a Shopaholic

Knowing

Yea... watched it in the afternoon with sis. (: at 1.30 pm, went to eat MCD. w00ts, ordered Double Cheeseburger and sis ordered Fillet-o-fish. Spicy MCD was for mom. BUT, mom was scared of being fat while sis scared of pimples. -.- so in the end, i practically ate everything. well, not everything but most of it. Sigh.. there goes my dieting plan. Deng! anywayz, wilian and her 2 frens were going to watch too at the same time. but then we din meet -.- Knowing (a movie) has been shown in cinema for ages so it's no suprise hardly got ppl got to watch it. in fact, big cinema seems dead. very very few ppl. i think only less than 20 ppl went to watch Knowing.

Knowing is, to me, kind of thought-provoking, touching and quite grim movie. i couldn't bring myself to smile or laugh genuinely even when there's a short laughable scene -.- Frankly, i jumped on my seat several times during this movie. It was aderaline pumping, this show. yea, it is. especially during the plane crash scene, i was gripping my chair handle. i can almost feel i my heart beating out! -.- and then there was the subway incident. throughout that scene, i fall back leaning on my seat, holding my breath like i'm sitting on a scary and crazy roller-coaster ride. No joke man.... Hahahha, starting of the show when they were showing about the past. My sister and i tot, "Are we watching the right show, knowing? How come it is soo like The Unborn?" the starting was kinda creepy.
Overall, it's a nice show. Not so good for the weak-hearted.

When i got back from the movie, i was friggin tired. i decided to slp for an hour b4 taking a bath. BUT i was fated NOT to slp. i barely slept for a few mins i will always be woken up by sumthing.

1. Hp got msg. (forgivable as she is replyin my las msg)
2. Sis came in. -.-
3. Mom closes gate.
4. MOm shouts for sis.
5. this time, i really was going to slp when suddenly........
"I DUN WANT A BOYFREN! I NEED A REAL MAN, REAL MAN!"

My sis was singing in the shower. DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all... bye~

P.S pray my sis doesn't c this. she's gonna kill me. Literally.

So many things, So little to write.

Yea.. i dunno y, so many things are happening, yet i dunno what to write. maybe i have what they usually call, writer's block (: MWAHHAHA... Anywayz, tomorrow da-jie might bring me go out watch Knowing at BP Mall in the afternoon. Yesh, finally can watch liaw. been wanting to watch that movie since i saw its trailer, which is 2 weeks ago? Hehexx... eh no, make it 3. Or 4. i can't remember. it's quite long ago. Aikz, >< memory is failing me man... i still remember a few days ago (woah! *claps* i remembered sumthin!).... What was it already ah? Crap........


(thinking)





(getting it)





(saw images)




(got it!)

i looked for my handphone EVERYWHERE. I repeat, EVERYWHERE. only to find it in my pocket. i did not tot of using my house phone to call my hp. Dun ask me y i din do that. Just don't ask.



And today i did some thinking while idling. Teenagers in 2009 are totally different from last time. and i mean really last time, as in our father's and grandpa's time. their definition of words are super different. Last time, when they say want to rest, they'll rest, u noe, etc. etc... now leh? c below (applies to most teenagers i noe)

Rest - Playing computer games which are stressful and super exciting.
Study - Sitting and staring at the book for 1 hour. (during every 10 mins interval short breaks are taken)
Sleep - Msg, watch tv or listen to music till dozing off...
School - During lessons : able to listen to teacher for 20 mins b4 napping with a book in front of u.
During recess : staying in class and joking with frens while ignoring prefects threatens and warnings. (food consumed b4 and during lessons)
Free periods : Havoc

This is pretty much of it. I noe it's lame but, i have nothing to write -.- anywayz, it's my blog so i can write anything i want. Ooopsss, eyelids drooping... nightttssssssss~~~~

updating (:

It's been so long since i updated. seriously, procrastination is really a thief of time. everytime wanna blog, i always think, "ahhh, lazy la, tomorrow la." everyday same thinking -.- If procrastination is a thief, i wonder what the police are doing??? aren't they gonna do sumthin to catch it. i mean, it's a thief right? Police are suppose to catch theives, right? Left? -.- anywayz, these few days were uneventful. well, went to KL last weekend. Aunt Carol got lotsa better. yippe~~~ and, my sis and her bf brought me to 1 Utama to watch Fast and Furious 4. And, sumthin really broke my heart ):

Well, few days back b4 going kl, i bought a Hp accessory at Square 1. i friggin love it. Rm2.90. It has wordings, "Smile Brings Happiness". the moment i saw it, i just liked it. BUT, i barely had it for a week, i lost it in 1 utama. apparently, it got detached from my hp and fell out from my pocket. ): Smileeee where are you??? i really hope that it comes back on its own (being stoopid). nvm la, hope the store got another one. tee hee....

btw, 2 days ago, in da afternoon, i sudd had fever. i slept at night, 8pm, woke up at 12 am, vomitted my dinner. then, went back to slp. next morning, i felt like my limbs are going to fall off. whole body ache. but still had to go school. Aikz. AND, it seems that i am not the only one sick. Wee Chuan also vomitted and fever, he went home early. Aikz, i dinno i was so influential. Dickson also had fever, i think yst. Anywayz. going to eat dinner. tata~~~